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MOVING

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If anyone still bothers to check in on this account, I'd just like to let you guys know that I have a new account :icont-rashking: which will serve as my roleplaying center from now on. If you want to roleplay with Tony or Flowey please send me a starter over there or reply to a meme~! Have a nice day!
~Bard
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Meme 3

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I don't care. *pokes my head out, flings this meme at you, and ducks back to hide in my video games*
Send Flowey or Tony one of these, or send * to have me generate one for you~

“You can at least pretend to be happy.”
“Why didn’t you tell anyone what you were going through?”
“You did this to yourself?”
“Hey, hey. Calm down, okay? What got you in such a state?”
“Do you need help? Professional help?”
“Well, to me it just looks like you’re being lazy.”
“You can’t be afraid of everything. I bet you’re just doing this to be interesting.”
“Why do you always want to have all the attention? Everyone gets depressed. Get over it.”
“You’re going to have to get over yourself sometime soon. You can’t just sit around doing nothing forever.”
“You just take some meds and it’s gone, right? Don’t be so difficult.”
“You’re trying to tell me you’re one of those crazy people? Don’t be ridiculous, you’re fine!”
“You look much better today! Are you feeling better?”
“Why have you been hiding this for years?”
“You could’ve told me you felt like this.”
“Trust me, I hate myself more than you do, so yelling at me really isn’t going to change anything!”
“Do you ever think of, you know, ending it…? You need to be honest with me.”
“Stop making everything about you all the time. You’re so selfish.”
“Is there anything you don’t have difficulty with? You’re being so precious.”
“I don’t know what to say, I’m sorry.”
“I can tell you you’re not alone, because I’ve felt like this too.”
“You’re being so hard on yourself.”
“I don’t know why I do it. The pain just stops me from feeling so empty for a while.”
“You tried to kill yourself…? When?! Oh god…”
“I don’t think I will get better. I felt the same five years ago and I’ve spoken to plenty of therapists in the meantime. I think it’s just a part of who I am.”
“What are you feeling?”
“Don’t give me that. I give myself a hard enough time already. Harder than you could possibly imagine so PLEASE just leave me alone.”
“I know there’s nothing I can say to make it better, so maybe you should just let me hug you for a while?”
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Meme 2

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Comment one of the followings for... 
🎭--> my muse to accidentally reveal a dark secret to your muse. 
🌥--> my muse to explain the one thing that keeps them going. 
🔎--> my muse to voice the insecurities they have about themselves to your muse. 
💭--> my muse to voice a thought they've always had about your muse. 
👍--> my muse to blurt out something they like about your muse. 
👎--> my muse to blurt out something they dislike about your muse. 
☢--> my muse to confess all of their fears to yours. 
✨--> my muse to discuss their dreams with yours. 
📸--> my muse to share a precious memory of theirs with yours. 
🚸--> my muse to discuss their family life with yours. 
🚷--> my muse to vent to yours about someone they don't like. 
🎨--> my muse to revel a hobby of theirs to yours. 
Or... 
Comment '📞' to ask my muse any sort of question
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To any fellow Canadians out there, and to anyone living outside of Ottawa, I'd just like to mention that as much as I love my country the people around here are insane! It's not even dark yet and they're already setting of fireworks and getting drunk! Which I wouldn't mind so much if I hadn't been suffering from a headache for a few days...
*gets out my old man stick* You kids get off my lawn! Go get drunk somewhere else, I ain't cleanin' your puke up, ya bastards!
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Bard/Tony/Ro: 
~Ro's main trait is APATHY but his secondary trait, which is carefully hidden by the first one, is EMPATHY. He tries not to care, but he can't help but feel guilty for his harsh words and actions.
~Tony's biologically female but he wears a sports bra, doesn't shave, cuts his hair super short, and wears baggy clothes all in an attempt to hide this fact.
~He has no preference between gender neutral or male pronouns, but he uses male pronouns for himself just because it's more grammatically correct.
~Bard adores his parents and his first two neutral runs were caused by the fact that he desperately wanted to reunite with them. His overwhelming guilt caused him to Reset and return to the underground in order to attempt to free the monsters with a Pacifist Run.
~He once attempted a Genocide Run but was unable to get past Sans and after dying countless times he gave up, Reset, and tried a different route instead. 
~Ro hasn't managed to get past Undyne just yet, so he's currently staying in Snowdin. It's unclear where exactly he lives, however, since he doesn't trust any of the monsters enough to live with them and he doesn't have enough money to get his own place.
~It's likely that he's homeless and living in the forest somewhere, though no one's managed to make him admit it.
~He maintains that he doesn't have any interest in making friends, but he has an easy camaraderie with Grillby and The Man Who Speaks in Hands. He also likes Papyrus, Sans, and Monster Kid, but he tries to avoid them out of guilt from the past runs.
~Tony's has a deep tan, spiky blue hair which is naturally a dark brown, empty blue-green eyes, and lanky limbs that make him seem much taller than he is.
~His usual outfit consists of his spiky black leather collar, a pair of headphones, a baggy black tank top with a too-large furred red hoodie, a pair of white sweatpants and knee-high red snow boots.
~Ro has started to remember his original past before he fell into this dimension, which was some horrifying mixture of Underfell and Horrortale. He doesn't speak of it, but it's easy to tell when his amnesia is breaking down because he'll start screaming uncontrollably.

Flowey the Flower:
~Ro plucked Flowey from the ground the first time he saw the creature at the start of his fourth run through the Underground.
~Flowey gets around by wrapping his roots around the human shoulder and chest and ordering him about, though he occasionally dives into the dirt to rest.
~The former prince is actually extremely possessive and openly refers to Ro as his human despite rejecting the idea of them being anything like friends.
~They poke and prod at each other with hurtful, hateful comments, but that doesn't stop them from getting incredibly defensive and protective of the other if a monster tries to step between them.
~Flowey stays out of Ro's battles because he memorized their fighting styles a long time ago and it would be way too easy to win. (also because Ro asked him to)
~Occasionally Flowey grows incredibly annoyed and frustrated at being unable to understand emotions and will throw a violent temper tantrum if left to his own devices. Ro has gotten quite skilled at sensing this and will save before running to a deserted area and fighting Flowey until they both give up.
~He's quite mellow and almost tame after these moments, and though he never thanks Ro, he returns the favour by protecting his human whenever one of his 'episodes' occur.
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